terrified to love.

i'm terrified to love,
                    a g a i n.

i'm terrified of letting anyone in,
because i don't want them to see through this facade i got going on.

i'm terrified of trusting another guy,
who knows what's the truth, when it comes to their sugar-coated lies.

i'm terrified of giving away the key,
as it's the only link through the closed door in my heart.

i'm terrified of being a hopeless fool,
as i secretly dream on everything like 11:11, shooting stars, you name it.

i'm terrified of not being good enough,
because i'm imperfectly flawed, and i always beat myself up for it.

i'm terrified of giving away my heart,
as it's already shatted into so many pieces, and i don't even know if its fully there.

i'm terrified of giving away my love,
because i just long for someone who's afraid of losing me, too...